Espera..... eso no es nada nuevo.
No te cansas de este juego???,
Si, ya sabes... de este donde fingimos que nada paso... hablamos como si nada, y después... sin darnos cuenta, ya estamos hablando de nuevo acerca de eso???
Hoy me sentí alegre.... no feliz, como que me hecho diurex en las heridas pa' no deshacerme por completo frente a ti.... Jamas me has visto así, y espero así se quede.
Hoy te mire junto a alguien que, por mas que quisiera evitarlo.... al igual que yo... se derrite por ti, y quien por cierto, ha de tener mas cosas en común contigo, de las que yo pueda aspirar a tener. Eso me alegro, como no tienes una idea... Saber que conmigo o sin mi tu continuas con tu vida me recordó que jamas ha pasado nada, y que aun no te contagio de esta auto destructiva, poco provechosa, llena de conflictos, y pésima personalidad que me cargo xD
Me alegro saber que estabas bien, que eres feliz!!!!!! que yo no soy trascendente en tu vida, si, suena muuuuy emo, pero naaa.... me dio mucho gusto saber eso.
Quizás es la hierva, quizás esas voces que cada vez se hacen mas fuertes... quizás sea que vi "La rosa de Guadalupe", que se yo.... pero quiero decirte... Gracias por dejarme tratarte... aun quisiera conocerte.... no quiero ser tu amigo, pero ya me dedicare a des enamorarme.
Alguna te vez te preguntaste por que suelo poner canalla en mi nick???
Para mi canalla no es como lo definen en los diccionarios... para mi un canalla no es una persona ruin.
Al contrario... Un canalla es aquel que dice lo que siente, que llora, que sonríe, que se expresa, que se enamora tan fácilmente como muy pocos pueden.
Si tu me gustas te lo digo, si te quiero te lo digo.... Si me interesas te lo digo y lucho por ti.... Para mi... en ese sentido, soy un canalla. (Siiii.... Sabina me influencio algo con aquella canción ¬¬ xD)
Como sea.... Te quiero Veronica... y lo escribo directo por que no es como si muchos leyeran este blog que tengo... ni como de los que lo leen... supieran quien eres. Quizás mañana lo edite... quizás lo borre completo... Quizás jamas leas esto... pero esto es para ti.... Esta escrito de manera muy simple por lo mismo. No quiero palabras que endulcen verdades amargas, palabras "inteligentes" que oculten mis miedos, no quiero sarcasmos que cubran mis desilusiones.... hoy estoy siendo honesto... Contigo... Conmigo... Quisiera luchar por ti.... pero quisiera saber... ¿Quieres que me aleje?, como sea.... hay mas preguntas que quisiera hacerte pero son las respuestas las que me preocupan... Siempre me toca "escuchar" tu silencio... y hoy.... hoy pasaron muchas cosas que quizás fue por ello que no disfrute como debería...
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Child, like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percussion he provides
with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
With a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember
(that it's all in your head)
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Child, like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percussion he provides
with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
With a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember
(that it's all in your head)
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future
Se que mañana prenderé la pc, y como siempre... buscare en vano aquel mensaje tuyo que jamas ha de llegar...
Quizás algún día le halle gusto a tu silencio, Quizás algún día me desespero por completo. Quizás me marche y ya no sepas mas de mi.
Quisiera saber que piensas de esto... de mi... Saber si me has pensado... Pero como es comun de ti... me quedare con la sensación de distanciamiento, y de nuevo me volverás a hablar como si jamas hubieras leído esto. Ok, ok... No quiero ser insistente... pero tu siempre le das vueltas al mismo asunto.Como sea, yaa no aguanto la cabeza.... ya recordé por que ya no fumaba eso jajajajaja.... Cuídate... y enserio... lamento ser como soy...
No se como me fui a enamorar de ti... una mujer que apenas y me muestra un poco de atención.
Quizás algún día le halle gusto a tu silencio, Quizás algún día me desespero por completo. Quizás me marche y ya no sepas mas de mi.
Quisiera saber que piensas de esto... de mi... Saber si me has pensado... Pero como es comun de ti... me quedare con la sensación de distanciamiento, y de nuevo me volverás a hablar como si jamas hubieras leído esto. Ok, ok... No quiero ser insistente... pero tu siempre le das vueltas al mismo asunto.Como sea, yaa no aguanto la cabeza.... ya recordé por que ya no fumaba eso jajajajaja.... Cuídate... y enserio... lamento ser como soy...
No se como me fui a enamorar de ti... una mujer que apenas y me muestra un poco de atención.
Si lo volví a leer...
ResponderEliminary me acordé de lo que le decías a Bones